actually depending on how things go here, i may come see you before that, a= fter the semester is up, depending on how my grades are, cuz if i fail a se= mester mom is kicking me out, which is fine by me, im tierd of this miserab= le town and i dont learn anything in school anyways, well later eric
put this in after Ive been hurt, no doubt about that, if it weren’t for me, my mom would have been smacked, ok? She still was because I couldn’t always be there, I had to go to school so we could get out of there
i set this one into a song PAIN Verse 1 I’m so close yet so far away, I didn’t have a child hood and now I just want to play, My life was rough and things were tough but I went on to see another day Ive been hurt, no doubt about that, if it weren’t for me, my mom would have been smacked, My sisters too, I aint jokin’ you, my dad was drunk and he was mean, still is now but now he’s clean Chourus Pain, doesn’t hurt if it is the only thing you’ve ever known pain, it doesn’t hurt if you know where to go pain it is my only friend in this life its a husband beating on his wife pain, is a beating from a bully named Sid pain, a father hurting his kid pain, its the screams you hear in your head its what you dont feel, if you know you are dead
thanks, i feel the same waay about you, usually im relly shy when it comes to talking to girls, but i feel calm when i talk to you. thats sad though, how was it did he just say its over? thats how my friend just broke up, except she broke up with him, instead of the other way around
that must such, im 17 and look 21 heres more of a poem than lyrics with your quote, a little changed
Pain dosent hurt if it is the only thing youve ever known pain dosent hurt if you know where to go pain is my only friend in life pain is a husband beating his wife pain is a beating from a bully named Sid pain is a father hurting his kid pain is the screams in your head pain you dont feel, if you know you are dead
17 is not that great, you dont feel any different and you just move on. what is sad i think is physically im 17 but mentally i feel ancient, ive had to grow up fast, and take care of my mom and my two sisters
im 17 but have the eyes of an 80 year old im 17 had an abusive dad, man that got old im 17 broken, sad, depressed and alone im 17 and never been stoned im 17 and had a rough life im 17 but someday i want to be married and have a wife im 17 and pullin through im 17 and i think i love you
the second one is more of a poem but they both tell about my life and futere so here goes: Im goin blind cant get this thought off my mind so many things i want to see so many things i want to be many things will change, but this one thing stays true the sad simple fact that i cant see you
i will post the other one later, gtg to class, later
sure i can send it, its kinda floating iin and out right at the moment, ive got other possible lyrics to songs goin though my head too at the moment, mainly about my life but it envelopes other peaople too. will send some tomorrow, dont have them on me at the moment, comment on them please :) later, eric
question, is that quote something you came up with or heard, cuz if its yours i would like permission to use it in a song im working on, in the starting phases but i know i want this in my song, please write back soon eric
yeh, things go like that sometimes, heres a bit about me and what ive been though, 1 thing though, i dont wasnt you to pity me, i want you to look at this in a way and say that i am stronger for it, for what dosent kill youonly makes you stronger. i know that life isnt fair, ive lived your quote most of my life and it is true, pain doesnt hurt if it's the only thing you've ever felt, i know cuz ive been though 2 alcohalic fathers, essentially been the structure for my family and had to grow up at a young age, i didnt know who my mother was untill i was 5 cuz she went into the military so we would have some money, i have a scar on my right leg from a coffee burn when i was little, a bit of a story so will explain later if you want, i do not claim to be extreamly handsome nor am i ugly,i didnt meet my dad until i was 9 and i helped raise my 2 sisters and helped mom get though it all. my step dad finally hit rock bottom in his alcohol problem when he put a loaded shotgun to my moms head, anouther longer story, will elaborate later if you want, andthen he was sent to treatment and has been clae for almos 3 years now. thats just a bit, ive had some good in my life too but i have to go now will post again later, bye eric
oh, and in reply to the vid comment, i kinda feel sorry for her, but also a little ticked at the guy cuz it dosent look like he has asked her if she likes him, cus if hes tryin to get a girl that dosent like him its pointless
im not a faker but get what you mean, my name is Eric McCleskey, i go to pipestone highshcool, i have brown eyes, am about 6'1, just turned 17, i have longer hair than most guys arond my area, its a little past my shoulders, i am broad sholderd, but skinny, wear 30X38 in jeans, i am very smart, like to read, play guitar, listen to music, i do not have a gf, finnaly got the guts to ask a girl out and she dumps me a week later for a dude named steve and has a mohawk, so im just movin thorgh life, getting from day to day. i have 2 annoying little sisters, 5 and i think 11, but im not sure, i have a facebook and a myspace page. i will try to get a real picture of me up soon, i dont have a working cell phone but will soon, im just a teen guy, tryin to get though this life
My favorite song would be a toss up between Inside the Fire or Down With the Sickness, the concert was awsome!!! i was in the mosh right up front and in the center the entire time except the last 3 songs wheere i felt like i was going to pass out, the other 2 bands that were there was Egypt Central a band from tennesee, and Art of Dying who is from Canada
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